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May 19th

BADGE OF HONOR

By Dori Wheeler
BADGE OF HONOR

Once, opaque, porcelain,
and nearly flawless,
replaced by fine lines
and furrows etched
into her face
like a cracked
china doll.
Her imperfections
read like a road map.
Each crevice shows
her experience,
wisdom and hope.
Heartaches as well as joy.
Laughter and pain displayed
around her eyes
and her mouth.

Hair that once radiated
copper, caramel and chestnut,
now glisten with streaks
of sterling amongst
her chestnut mane.
The silver and the etchings,
adorned proudly,
like badges of honor.

Poison free, with no nips,
and tucks, nor needle
injections, she refuses
to hang onto falsified youth,
like a junkie is addicted
to the dance as well
as their next fix.

Authenticated by her mirror.
Genuine as the love
driven through the highways
and bi-ways of her veins,
or the fuel pumped into her heart
from other's.
She's a natural woman.
Comfortable in her own skin.
No longer hiding behind a mask
of irridescent hues, or trying
with desperation, to hang onto
whom she once was.
She's becoming a Crone
with quiet dignity... 

DORI WHEELER 2012
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 
May 19th

THE ADONIS

By Dori Wheeler
THE ADONIS

Resembling a Viking Adonis,
or perhaps, Thor, God of Thunder.
He has luna tinged hair
with sun-streaked tresses
Beautiful...
Cobalt blue eyes smiled at me,
as he gazed into mine.
Levi's, faded 
in just the right places,
and no shirt.
His tan glistened like dew
over his flexing muscles.
A real dish for my eyes
to feast upon.  Caramel
dripping over vanilla soft-serve.
Mmmmmmm, so sweet...
His mirror reflected
something different.

Slashed to ribbons
by a double edged tongue,
the Adonis lacked self-esteem.
The youngest of six,
and family scapegoat.
A victim of circumstance;
Incestual...
Emotional...
Verbal...
Mental...
Physical...

A young prince, he resided
many years in a cement castle.
Razor wires, the moat,
all but a few of his adult years.
He was unable to contend
outside the barrier of those walls.
Chasing dreams.
Running circles.
Going nowhere.
A tragic romance,
or a horror story?
Perhaps both.
Difficult for the two of us,
like Romeo and Julliet.
A victim of fate...

DORI WHEELER  2012
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 
May 19th

Bedtime Prayer.

By Jack Campbell

Bedtime Prayer.

by Jack Campbell on Friday, May 18, 2012 at 11:23pm ·

Reading the book.

Last thoughts 'fore

going to bed.

 

Thinking on what Love is.

Thinking bout what it ain't.

Wonder'n if'n got it right.

 

Trying to sort all the feelings out.

Knowing it's a choice

to continue in Love

or lose this son of man 

to unbridled hate.

 

Seeds of death

already been sown

Only time will tell

if they grow roots.

 

Would rather die Loving ya

than lose to rage and Hell flame.

Bless ya Love, always.

May 19th

Grace in the Night.

By Jack Campbell

Grace in the Night.

by Jack Campbell on Friday, May 18, 2012 at 11:00pm ·


Get tired ya do.

Being tired ain't nothing.

Ya git over it.

Then there's this.

Git drug down

so ya can't move.

 

Had to bounce here and there

'cause the cops got their eye out.

Bought a room at the Best Western.

Hated to burn the scratch

but don't think could hang

'nother night outdoors.

Spitting rain already.

 

Got the wire anyway.

Somewhere radio playing

gospel station.

Willie singing 'mazing Grace.

Room so damned quiet

Just music coming through walls.

Like only sinner left in the world.

 

Memories ya see, it's the memories.

Used to run cross country

and Pops would drive up

to the race in Roswell.

Old Chrysler had cassette player.

Throw on Willie and let it run.

Then it would be Jerry Clower.

Pops like to laugh at the country jokes.

 

Pops was alway there at the finish

watching and rooting waiting

to see this son of man

come across the line.

Lunch then the drive home

with Willie playing...

 

So many times wanted to hear

ya play and sing; make music.

But ye had traveled far along 

the road by the time Granddaddy passed.

Funeral, last one, Amazing Grace

how could you play it and not believe?

 

Room quiet now, just moving round

floor above, hear water running 

through the pipes; folk showering

how motels are; sound carries.

Humming, then singing quietly

so as not to scare folk.

 

Amazing Grace, How Sweet the Sound...

May 18th

Bum.

By Jack Campbell

Bum.

by Jack Campbell on Friday, May 18, 2012 at 7:17pm ·


Bummed the town; only not much bumming.

Fuzz tacked onto this son of man this morn.

Noted the busted face and stitches

asked some uncomfortable questions.

 

Shined the man on.  Told him fell down

the mountain drunk and got cut up.

Seems people fall down the mountain

a lot around here; questions stop.

 

Still cops dog the steps; can't sit for long.

Watched the planes again; always liked them.

Wanted to be a pilot once when a kid.

Grew up on stories about planes.

 

Pops, served in the army fueling planes

when it was called the Army Air Corp.

Back when Tojo and Yamamoto

Made their play for empire.

 

Pops frozed his ass off too

in the Aleutian chain; Attu and Kiska.

Waiting for the Japs to show up.

More'n three year he waited

'fore he rotated home.

 

Mom was a Rosie

wielding the bucking bar

in a Boeing Plant in Kansas.

Putting in the glass for Superforts.

 

Kid, just a kid listening to the tales.

always wanting to hear more.

Wanted to be fighter pilot

or drive the super bomber.

 

That dream didn't pan out

eyes went bad before fourth grade.

Glasses never really did fix the problem.

Dreaming didn't stop though, still wishing.

 

Folks dead and gone long time.

For the best really

at least can't shame them

by what have become...

May 18th

Denial

By Beth Nation
I cut off all my hair,
in this,
the last act
to feel something.

I run my fingers through

what is left,
face flushed with fever
eyes bright

and still


the tears will not fall.


BAN
May 18th

Demon's Disguise

By Jonathan Burgess

Demon's Disguise

Be careful young man as you progress,

for you have much to discern...

Demons menace the darkness...

conspiring to consume your soul.

Silently they lie in contemplation...

plotting their evil schemes,

as though you were the ultimate prize.

Casting their lots, betting the odds

that you will fall into their clutches...

Your heart pounds in terror

as you seek rescue from the darkness...

But lo, a bright light appears...

the darkness dissipates rapidly,

and demons scatter in terror...

fleeing you for their very lives.

Light slowly comes into focus,

and before you she stands...

radiant in all of her glory.

Her loveliness beyond exquisite...

she approaches you slowly,

mesmerizing you with her gaze.

She wraps her tender arms around you...

bringing you close to her bosom,

caressing you with the softest of touch.

Collapsing slowly into her arms,

you finally feel safe from the terrors

which have plagued you for so long.

But be careful young man,

you have much to learn...

For the most evil of demons,

is one we oft not distinguish...

She is easy on the eyes,

and appears as an angel...

Yet she will play hell with your heart............

JSB 5/18/12

May 18th

Isolation

By Michael Wayne Holland
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Loneliness, and isolation

spiraling, a cyclone needing

to be lassoed, its path

like a rustic obstacle course,

without a care or a bother,

desecrating mystic  truths,

leaving behind bitter debris,

and stolen lives,

to all it consumed,

 like a reckless baby

bouncing its way

over scattered toys.

May 18th

BURNT ORANGE IN MY BOX OF CRAYONS

By Cronin Detzz

BURNT ORANGE IN MY BOX OF CRAYONS - Creative Writing assistance from "The Crow's Pen"
One of my fondest memories is sitting at the kitchen table with my mother and sister, selecting coloring books and then scattering a box of crayons across the table. Choosing which page to color was a delicate process. Sometimes it was just too hard to decide, so we would simply choose the first un-colored page we encountered in our books. Once we had chosen our respective pages, we faced another important decision – which color? Our mother (“Ma”) didn’t simply choose brown for the tree trunks and green for the grass. She would choose any color she darn well liked and colored her own fantastic world.

She didn’t “stay in the lines,” either. She showed us how we could easily create circles of color by twisting the wrong end of the crayon onto the paper. A bunny could have polka dots. The sun could have stripes. She delighted in exploring her creativity in this way. She once remarked that she wished she could color for a living.

We found it hilarious that the crayons had such unusual names: cadet blue, raw sienna, burnt orange. I mean, who burns oranges?! If you want to explore more fantastic color names, look at women’s nail polish. For instance, I have a bright pink bottle named “shrimply devine.” Crayola has had their share of crayon name changes: "Prussian blue" was renamed midnight blue, and “flesh” became “peach” as a result of the civil rights movement era. Clearly, color evokes emotion – especially the color of our skin.

When writing with color, therefore, be sure to bring the reader into your world by choosing the right crayon. Below are some alternatives:

• Orange = pumpkin, carrot
• Blue = azul, turquoise, aqua
• Yellow = golden, sunny, daffodil, maize (corn)
• Green = pine, shamrock
• Purple = violet, lavender
• Red = crimson, auburn, apple flesh

Look around you and see how the colors affect your mood. Which descriptors or objects could describe the color? You can certainly substitute “tangerine” for “orange,” but is this simply an expression of your wit or does tangerine really fit your writing? Below is an example:

• GOOD: He looked up at the overcast sky and felt a sense of sadness.
• BETTER: He looked up at the nickel gray sky and felt a sense of sadness.
• BEST: Under an oppressive cement sky, he was crushed with the weight of sadness.

See how the ‘cement’ can give a sense of weight while hinting at color? Other ways to weave color into your writing includes ‘sunny’ dispositions, a youthful ‘rosy’ glow, or being infected with the ‘greenness’ of envy.

Ma is in heaven now, and I’m certain that she is coloring fantastic astral worlds, armed with a full box of crayons.

KEEP WRITING AND KEEP SHARING!

May 18th

Traveler Readings.

By Jack Campbell

Traveler Readings.

by Jack Campbell on Friday, May 18, 2012 at 3:02pm ·

Reading Psalms.

Old songs from the Bible.

Might just seem like

some old myth.

 

But the dude who wrote it

Must've watched people a lot.

Seems like he knew them

inside and out, what move folk.

 

To do the things that are done

in the names of kings and princes.

To be hunted and despised--Hated.

He knew what it be like.

 

He knew what it be like to

stand at the top of the world.

To take anything he wanted;

anything he wanted--everything.

 

He knew what it be like to

Have his life stolen from him.

Everything loved taken away.

Weeping going over Olivet Mount.

 

If the book just be some stupid old myth.

Then why are tears shed for Absolom?

If it be just a bedtime story

Then why do atheists pray in foxholes

when they be put under the gun?

 

Read Psalms in the night 

and some brought tears

and some brought comfort.

Some even brought hope.

 

Know one thing for sure though

that cemetery be the coldest damned place

ever to spend a night and try to sleep.

But that be another story...